WTF is wrong with me? I dont know why i've sudden mood swings. Fuck it lah,make so feel so emotional now. Im Little miss cheerful kansie lor :( Oi,my laughter is well known for its uniqueness and contagious-ness one hor.
Damn,now im thinking of those days in school people bullying me,recalling the scenes of me shouting and screaming at those who bullied me. No one was scared of me,till i started to tear. Then on,they said i was cry-baby. Ohya, remembered why all these started. Fuck. Dont wanna mention. So much misery than happiness of the times in school. Used to have limited bunch of close friends who stood by me when i need them. Murni,i miss you so much right now. Gene, Nish,... Anyway,i miss 403. Also not forgetting people from other classes,used to be close friends. You know who. Cassy,my chinese class partner aka seah kuku! and blah.... Ah,boring topic.
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I wanna be a model,and i think i'll never be one :( Im so unpretty and gaining weight. And fuck my nose. I hate it,so ugly. Bled again even after some chemical shit treatment at TTS. Blood vessel broken,thought now okay already. Can bleed while i playing mahjong halfway,lucky got win money. If not,fuck and hell with my nose. Anyway,it only bleed from the left side. Sometimes,i really think im very special. One of it is my name. And then,for normal ladies, they bleed few days per month while me,same too,AND from the nose at least once a week. I tell you,even if im really going to have cancer(touch wood), it takes time to develop the cancer cells,but i'll die before it happens. Cause i've already lost too much of blood already. And ya,i just pierced my nose on the right side. Know what? Pierced the wrong side. Right side is for the indians -.-
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